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[00:00.08]Stan (Recorded at Spotify Studios NYC) - Alec Benjamin
[00:00.83]Lyrics by：Dido/Stan
[00:00.95]Composed by：Armstrong Herman/Mathers
[00:01.19]My tea's gone cold
[00:02.30]I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[00:06.89]The morning rain cloud touched my window
[00:10.66]And I can't see at all
[00:12.97]And even if I could it would all be gray
[00:16.39]I put your picture on my wall
[00:18.80]It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
[00:24.33]Dear Slim I wrote you
[00:25.71]But you still ain't callin'
[00:26.82]I left my cell my pager
[00:28.22]And my home phone at the bottom
[00:29.84]I sent two letters back in autumn
[00:31.57]You must not've got 'em
[00:32.76]There probably was a problem at
[00:34.03]The post office or somethin'
[00:35.65]Sometimes I scribble addresses too
[00:37.30]Sloppy when I jot 'em
[00:38.53]But anyways **** it what's been up
[00:40.57]Man how's your daughter
[00:41.48]My girlfriend's pregnant too
[00:42.67]I'm 'bout to be a father
[00:44.00]If I have a daughter guess what I'ma call her
[00:46.19]I'ma name her Bonnie
[00:47.81]I read about your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry
[00:50.25]I had a friend kill himself over some
[00:52.02]***** who didn't want him
[00:53.19]I know you probably hear this every day
[00:55.10]But I'm your biggest fan
[00:56.46]I even got the underground ****
[00:57.96]That you did with Skam
[00:59.34]I got a room full of your posters
[01:01.07]And your pictures man
[01:02.28]I like the **** you did with Rawkus
[01:04.02]Too that **** was phat
[01:05.45]Anyways I hope you get this man hit me back
[01:08.10]Just to chat truly yours
[01:09.44]Your biggest fan this is Stan
[01:11.42]My tea's gone cold
[01:12.52]I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[01:17.23]The morning rain cloud touched my window
[01:20.65]And I can't see at all
[01:22.98]And even if I could it would all be gray
[01:26.50]I put your picture on my wall
[01:28.95]It reminds me that it's not so bad it's not so bad
[01:34.33]Dear Slim you still ain't called or wrote
[01:36.15]Hope you have a chance
[01:37.36]I ain't mad I just think it's ****** up
[01:39.28]You don't answer fans
[01:40.34]If you don't wanna to talk to me
[01:41.81]Outside your concert
[01:42.72]You didn't have to
[01:43.55]But you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
[01:45.61]That's my little brother man
[01:46.91]He's only six years old
[01:48.30]We waited in the blisterin' cold
[01:49.65]For you for four hours and you just said
[01:51.54]No
[01:51.98]That's pretty ****ty man
[01:53.18]You're like his ******* idol
[01:54.49]He wants to be just like you man
[01:56.04]He likes you more than I do
[01:57.71]I ain't that mad though I just don't
[01:59.35]Like being lied to
[02:00.48]Remember when we met in Denver
[02:02.04]You said if I'd write you you would write back
[02:04.11]See I'm just like you in a way
[02:05.60]I never knew my father neither
[02:07.19]He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
[02:09.60]I can relate to what you're sayin'
[02:11.22]In your songs
[02:11.96]So when I have a ****ty day I drift
[02:13.57]Away and put 'em on
[02:14.76]'Cause I don't really got **** else
[02:16.20]So that **** helps when I'm depressed
[02:17.93]I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
[02:20.86]Sometimes I even cut myself to see
[02:22.79]How much it bleeds
[02:23.68]It's like adrenaline the pain is such
[02:25.37]A sudden rush for me
[02:26.49]See everything you say is real and
[02:28.27]I respect you
[02:29.04]'Cause you tell it
[02:29.83]My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 247
[02:32.51]But she don't know you like I know you
[02:34.15]Slim no one does
[02:35.48]She don't know what it was like for people
[02:37.07]Like us growin' up
[02:38.05]You gotta call me man
[02:39.32]I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever lose
[02:41.09]Sincerely yours Stan
[02:42.31]PS we should be together too
[02:44.96]My tea's gone cold
[02:46.12]I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
[02:50.84]The morning rain cloud touched my window
[02:54.36]And I can't see at all
[02:56.73]And even if I could it would all be gray
[03:00.16]I put your picture on my wall
[03:02.67]It reminds me that it's not
[03:05.08]So bad it's not so bad
[03:07.86]And the story isn't over but
[03:09.23]I have to tell the truth
[03:10.50]I know I couldn't do it justice
[03:11.89]Only one who could is you
[03:13.40]Because I idolized you Marshall
[03:14.96]And nobody understands
[03:16.54]Maybe I'm a little crazy maybe
[03:18.08]I am just like Stan damn