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[00:00.03][Intro/Chorus: repeat 2X]
[00:01.46]It's 2 AM in the mornin
[00:10.10]Pressin my alarm again
[00:11.81]Stressin over my mom and friends
[00:21.53]Sometimes, I wish I was in a coma
[00:23.48]Damn! Wakin up to the cold wind
[00:25.46]Sometimes, I wish I was a kid again
[00:27.32]Sometimes, I don't even wanna remember it
[00:29.21]Cause one time I remembered what I couldn't forget
[00:31.43]Damn! My stepdad beatin me again
[00:33.38]for a bad grade, he must of had A's
[00:35.30]The way he was hurtin me in a bad way
[00:37.28]My mom hearin the scream but just turned away
[00:39.26]what the ****, are you people crazy?
[00:41.21]I was only a baby, five months when they gave me
[00:43.79]to my grandma, who was racist
[00:45.68]but I ain't give a ****, I just faced it
[00:47.66]Like mace to the police, I was danger
[00:49.70]Feelin like I'm in a manger
[00:51.14]Baby Jesus, save me from the anger
[00:53.03]She's tryin to get me, into this closet I vanished quickly
[00:56.36]**** that, I took 50
[00:57.53]from her purse bag, told her \"Don't miss me\"
[00:59.60]I ain't comin back, catch me on another path
[01:01.97]I need a bubble bath
[01:02.99]Someone, take me in the plastic basket
[01:05.45]Sittin on bubble wrap, I'm abandoned
[01:07.43]I need a new home, that isn't damaged
[01:09.32]A family whom care, to be parents
[01:11.42]Errant, my life on the mic
[01:13.19]Might wasn't raised too right, so I
[01:15.14]had to decide to turn on the light
[01:16.94]Do somethin right, before I'm layin with the mice
[01:19.10]Rotten alone on my neighbor's stolen bike
[01:21.05]Tryin to think what my afterlife, gon' look like
[01:23.48]It gotta look right... it gotta look right...
[01:42.08][Chorus]
[01:43.01]Back to my bad life
[01:44.24]Another day in the fast life got me feelin like I'm on the crack pipe
[01:47.30]No lie, just the thought
[01:48.62]of me gettin that type of high, but I'm in the dark
[01:50.96]where the shadows, follow, your every walk
[01:52.97]And as I move, I'm feelin like a shopping cart
[01:54.92]Gimme this, gimme that son
[01:56.24]What'chu mean - ain't you supposed to be my mom?
[01:58.22]Why don't you ask God, I worked hard for these two dimes
[02:00.77]I care what it's worth - just the fact that it's mine
[02:03.05]Check your purse, don't you got
[02:04.40]my life savings that you've been savin from birth?
[02:06.56]Oh - I forgot you spent that
[02:08.36]on your own gift wrap - I ain't get ****t last Chris**as
[02:11.21]but a hug and a family wishlist for next year and ****t
[02:13.94]Huh! 'Round next year and ****t
[02:15.92]I'm gonna be on ****t you can't even pronounce, in English
[02:18.53]I got anger
[02:19.76]That's why I paint these songs, visually painting
[02:22.10]It's awful ain't it? A little (Pinky) in (The Brain)
[02:24.44]But hopefully, time is the pain
[02:26.42]Cause as of now, I just wanna run away... run away...
[02:40.37][Chorus]